Awakening is a natural state of mind and heart that we tend to forget. It’s like the freshness, the joy for no reason that you can feel as your eyes open, and before your mind starts running. The simple experience of the first moment of the day exactly as is.
A moment later you may get so busy with thinking, acting and talking that you forget that first simplicity all together.
But then again, you can have both. That fresh simplicity can be found and enjoyed even in the midst of life’s complexity or challenge.
I find myself remembering when as a child I started exploring my sister’s piano. I remember the physical experience of the instrument, the fragrance of the wood, the beauty of the black and white pattern of keys. I remember the cool feeling under my finger and the amazing magic of touch becoming sound. It didn’t matter whether it was harmony and disharmony, melody or noise. Such labels didn’t exist in my mind. It was plain wonder.
After that came years of learning, notes, scores, techniques, ideas, styles, demands and it was all about good music as opposed to bad music, harmony as opposed to disharmony, melody as opposed to noise. A few years with that and the innocence was all gone.
Or so I thought. As I discovered later it was just hiding, just waiting for me to find it again, for me to come back to the pure joy of experiencing the sound of music, rather than labeling it. Awakening to the wonder of it, again.
How about you? What is awakening to you?
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